manda_panda4179

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 16:30:10 GMT

well im home from skool rite now...and im kinda bored..my mom made me take the day off...she was like "amanda u need rest!! u r staying home and sleeping in" so i was like okay! sounds good to me..other than i woke up at 4:30 and didnt go back to bed until like 5:30 cauz i was thinking about things..sajdfssfakj...haha...yea...then i woke up at like 9 and yea..i have currently been listening to music..and just like spazzing and crying(happy crying, very happy crying) thats how much of a luser i am...haha..wow...yea
counties..o man counties was some fun shit..i saw like EVERYONE...it was one big party...i made it into constalation for both of my events..so that means i get to swim on thursday..lucky me..hjsfdasjfs
never forget<3
the end
BYEBYE
MUCH LOVE KIDS
XOXOXOXO

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 14:03:02 GMT

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NO WORDS, NO WORDS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:08:41 GMT

i love life

i love my friends

i love swimming

i love you

i love everyone

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 21:44:14 GMT

hmmm i noticed that everything good happens on december 28! woohoo!

lol that was random

<3<3<3

wow

im relle uhh yea

wierd

happy

excited

i love the year 2005 already!

goodbye

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 20:57:19 GMT

yoyoyo!!!
well o man! this vacation has been the BEST of my life!!!
i had so much fun with every1!!
im just gonna go through the whole vacation cauz it was jsut too exciting:
thursday: swimming pasta party=awsome

friday:shopping for xmas presents then erin came over till like 1am..which was sooo much fun

saturday: merry christmas and it was great! i loved it

sunday: ppl came over..wasnt the best day..but o well

monday: swimming then i went to laura and christines house and we partied..it was so much fun!!

tuesday: did nothing but then i had swim practice..and then breaker practice and then i slept over mary h's house w/ christine laura and sarah..it was SO much fun..never forget

wed: got a new straightener!! then nh swimming..skipped breakers..which is always fun..and then DANIELLE AND FAMILY CAME!!! YEY!!!

thurs: went to NYC and bought things!! woohoO! it was fun

friday: cleaned and me and danielle got ready for company..the whole gang comes..the mihaliks, schillings and 2 vasello boys..it was a party..i always have so much fun with them!!! dan put relle cool songs on my iPOD so im likea ddicted to them now
dan peed off the roof..lmao
OHH U TOUCH MY TA-LA-LA
IM A SCATMAN!!
we made a video..so much fun
erin christine and laura came to my house!! and met all my "cuzins" and thought that they were hot..lol..i love you guys soo much!!!
the ball dropped kissy kissy time..lol..woohoo
then erin laura christine mary mary and robyn came running down the street baing pots and pans and decorated my tree with tolit paper...haha..i lvoe you guys!!! it was so much fun
then parents went to bed and us kids partied
erin came back over and stayed till 5:30am..HAHA..i <3 u
i went to bed at 6:30...thats a new record!! YES!
but then woke up at 9 and ate and cleaned and yea
every1 left
it was sad
but the monsieneurs were still here it was all cool
i fell asleep at 8
i woke up sunday morning at 9:30
i got 13 and a half hrs of sleep..yey
i read great expectations
i talked online
i am currently writting a personal essay that sucks
the end
that was my break
i hope u enjoyed
hahaha
lol im so dumb
woohoo
byebye
xox
peace out
<3manda

"napoleon dont be jelous that ive been chatting online with babes all day!"
LMAO DANIELLE!! i love you!!!haahah

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 03:08:12 GMT

hmm i need help..i dont know wut to do..well
there is this guy from the swim team that i like..but he was like an asshole to laura and so she doesnt like him and is telling me not to like him..but like he hasnt showed any sign of beeing assholish to me...and like if lauras rite..wutever..i jsut wanna find out for myself..make my own mistakes...not listen to someone else..but i dont want her to hate me or anything..and yea..i dont know wut i should do.
the end

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 01:59:41 GMT

hey guys merry christmas!!!
woohoO!
oh man ive been so happy latley!
well yea last nite erin came over at like 11:30 and stayed till like 1am and it was so much fuN! o man..i love hanging out with erin! she is jsut too cool
then like my cuzin denise came..and like i was hiding erin..cauz yea u know she wasnt supposed to be here..and then..like the little dog comes running into my room and starts barking at erin hiding behind the door..it was so funny!!! and yea i had to like sneek erin out of my house..it was sum fun stuff! yesyes
then yea i woke up at 8 after going to bed at like 2..and uhh i got my iPOD!!! YEY!!!! and i got sum purses and yea nothing major since the iPOD was like my main present..nad yea i was so happy!
then i talked on the fone with ELLIE!! YEY!! i miss her so much! then like ppl came..and we ate alot..and then ERIN! came and we hung out..and i gave her her present..SHEEEP..haha...o man
and then erin went home..but then she came back..and my family is babysitting the rosatos dog..so we all go over there (me erin emma and mother) and we like go in the house..and then the older brother comes down the stairs..cauz he didnt leave yet to go on vaca..it was quite funny..and ya the end

WOOHOO! byebye
love you
peace out
<3manda

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 01:28:23 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 05:35:35 GMT

DAMNIT!!! i jsut typed a long fucking entry!! and then it went BYEbYE!! GAHHHH so not cool! well yea this is my life
skoool..and i love it..it is amazing
nh swimming..i lvoe it so friggin much.,.i love every1 there..and YEA its so much fun
breakerswimming...it is also so much fun..and im doing really well this year..so im happy!!!

and i love every1

and i had a nh swim team pasta party..it was so much fuN!! me and laura made arman a present..it was so exciting!! yahoo

<33<33
yea now thats basiclly my life..the end

CHRISTMAS IS IN 1 FRIGGIN DAY!! hells yes!!!
well peace out
bye
<3manda

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 13:23:54 GMT

I HATE BOYS

shallow

assholes

annoying

i hate them

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:18:08 GMT

o wow i havnt updated in forever...well..ive been sooooo budy latley...cauz ive had soo much swimming..its insane..my weekened was CRAZYY
it was swim practice on fri..then rite after i went to a swim meet..then i came home at 11..and then woke up and went to the "y" at 9 to CHILL with pplz..then i had a swim meet at 12:30 and got home at 4 and then left at 5:30 to swim the 500 at LHY..came home..went to bed..woke up..went to a freiggins wim meet that lasted about 6 hours..and once i swam my 2fly..i came out of the water soaking wet..and went rite to practice..i know im insane..but i cant let matt beat me!! NEVERRR!!..haha...yea

well skool...its good..ive been getting relle moody at every1 at skool for sum reason..idk..im always jsut like GAHHH no go to the bathroom yourself damnit..and yea im so mean..and i havnt been a good friend to any of my friends..and im sorry to all..yea..relel sorry...
yea i need to start getting my act together..like doing all my hw..and actually studying..and not putting everything to the last minute..cauz im gonna start to do relle bad pretty soon..and i dont want that to happen..i just have a RELLE bad AIM addiction..hmmm..not cool...yeaaaa

i dont like the person ive liked since september nemore..cauz yea..i like himmm<3333
who shall be un-named..wooho..yea well uhh bye..homework to do...peaceeee

f&m'erz leave 2morrow..and im not going :( kno1 knows how mad i am about this!! GAHH!!..i relle wanted to go..shjadhsfsklfds...fuckkerrrr...yea i hope kno1 has fun cauz i wont be there..so that meens no fun allowed..yeaa..good luck all u fast kids..kick some major ass

JANE AND BECCAS b-day IS ON FRIDAY!! WOOO!!! partyyy

xmas--17 days

yea byeee
xoxoxo
peace out

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 03:52:25 GMT

wOo well thanksgiving was fun at my old next door neighbors house! woohoo!
yea i ate alot
APPLE PIE=LOVE
yes

ahh well im going to conneticut 2morrow! yey..but im missing fri and sat swim practices...NEY!! its pretty funny how i dont like to miss practice..while other ppl wen tthey miss they r liek THANK YOU LORD...yea o well neways!

yea so UmmM hope every1 had a good thanksgiving

love you all
peace out
<3manda

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 18:44:00 GMT

HAPPY TURKEY DAY BITCHESSSSS<3333

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 02:36:36 GMT

uhh rite now im jsut so mad! well not relle! but neway..im still mad..cauz bLAHHHHH grr
well neways
today was a relle fun day! i went to skool which was a party cauz it was a half day! and then me erin laura christine sarah walked to sarahs house..and we ATE alot and then we started to make stuff for robyn cauz she broke her leg..and then mary jenna nd megan came! and we made more things..and then me chirstine and erin partied it up..upstairs..and it was SOO much fun..highlight moments:
erin is giving me a back massage..and notcies that i have a pocket on the ass of my pants
erin: AHHH its a pocket!(pulls my pants up but they were so big that they went down and erin sees a bit too much of amanda)
HAHAHA that was funny..o man u had to be there
christine: wat did u out in my hair!!
erin bumbs her head
OWWWW!! oh no i must have jsut lost about 10,000 brain cells..i cant rember wut miss cantana wore on the first day of skool in 6th grade
lmao...haha i love you guys

and the cake we made was definitly the BEST..come on it cant be any more sanitary..haha..yumyum

yea then erin me christine nd laura walked to holy g's and saw JEN! and then umm yea! then i went home and it was swimming time! woohoo! yea i got relle mad at sum1 who shall be un-named...grrr.yea..haha..neways!

now im hear eating sour patch kids and getting hyper..woohoo!! GOBBLEGOBBLE

yea WAHOOO

gahh im so mad that i didnt make f&m GRRRR..i work my ass off at practice and it fucking gets me nowhere..the kids that jsut sit there and skip and cheat and swim slow in practice..all make the fucking meet...its gets me soo incredibly mad..life isnt fair..so now every1 is gonna come back from f&m and have so many inside jokes...and be closer..and im just gonna be there liek GAHHH...jeeze i wish they would tak me as the team cheerleader! that would be fun! yey..yea and its gonna be 1 big flirting fest that im not at!! goddamnit!
GARRRRnESS

i want a potatoe

BANANNA TREEE<333 it doesnt have enough leaves on it to like do the thing that erin does! darN!!

yea LOVE to all<333
mucho love
peace out
<3manda

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 02:14:47 GMT

boys suck
ugh :\

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 00:06:38 GMT

<33<33<333
hottness
boyss<333
blahhh
yea
thanksgiving?!

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 21:10:44 GMT

SOURPATCH KIDS=LIFE

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 21:04:23 GMT

HOLAA!! wow i havnt updated in a while..welll!! yeaaa...but its not like it matters..cauz my life is made up of 3 things...swimming..skool..sleep..so yea! neways
ummm well this week was soo great! i have started hs swimming..and its soo exciting! come on nothing better than waking up at 4:30am! gotta love it...yea then breakers..WOOHO..and school=woohoo! yea life is wohooo! neways...hmm every1 now knows who i like..cauz of fucking anthony..i knew i should have never told hiM! gosh darnit! im so dumb! o well..life shall go on! christine<3laura<3erin<3marisa<3bethany<3danielle<3katie<3christinaholmes<3becca<3every1 i know<3 YEY!! partyy
im going to swimming now...then partyin it up with christine and laura..woohoo..
thanksgiving is gonna be sooo friggin awsome!!!!!! i cant friggin wait!!! ;)

yea well goodbye..i lvoe you all!
xoxoxox
peace out

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:53:25 GMT

yooo every1!
well everything has been greaaatt the past few days..its been a partyyy!!! yahoo! skool has been awsome cauz i havnt been so tired...and ive been texting ppl during the middle of class and stuff..i feel so bad..lol..haha im such a loser..cauz the whole entire day 2day i was texting every! it was so exciting! haha..yea neways
yea on wed was swimming..and MY contact fell out in my goggles! and i caught it and saved..poor contact..it went through alot..yea..im so wierd..and i felt so good..cauz i was woking my ASS off at practice..and i <3 that feeling..hopefully it will get me sumwhere this year...hmmffff..
wazaamm..kabammm..hoobamm..shcabammm...safhsakljfaslkdfjsa
yea! i fell relle happy 2day! which is good..now watch tomorrow ill be like so depressed!..gahh hormones suck! and yea
scott was at skool 2day and i ate lunch with him! it was awsomenesss!
yeaaaa
well i think i am gonna go clean my room now..cauz it is a major disaster zone! oh boy!
FUN!!

i love you all

peace out
<3manda

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 20:46:04 GMT

hmmmm jeeze i hate hormones..cauz 1 day im all HAppY! and yea..then the next day...i just want to lock myself in my room and cry?
and this happens to me like allt he time..and i dont understand y..i hate it! cauz i get so happy..and then im sad..happy..then sad..and so on
yea its annoying

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 02:51:22 GMT

hellooo every1..wut is up...yeaaaa
well on friday i went to the cityy..wahooo...yea we shopped
then i went to swimming! and umm we sat there a talked then we swam..and yeaa..how fun
then yea fun saturday morning practice...it was easy thank god cauz i was like sinking..so yea..then jose made us do water polo drills? yea it was retarted..cauz now we are going to be water polo champions? hmmm okay then..i jsut wanna play water polo for fun..now to be like intense all american water polo players...but ehh..that wut u get wen ur 2 coaches r all american water polo players..wut fuN!
then yea we went to breakfast..the whole crew...then umm went back to the Y and jsut hung around..while ppl were trying to sleep! woohoo..then me nd ris came back to mi casa..and looked at pictures..yeaa..then went back to the ridgwood y for the meet...yea bus ride was awsome..tried to watch mean grls..but then the battery went out..haha ris nd stef..yea..then umm swim meet..which i fianlly did well iN!! yey!! i was happy! haha...ummm then bus ride home..where me nd ris jsut listened to music and stufferzz...umm yea..then i came home watched mean girls..and ummm then did homework..

now i have been on the fone with ian for like and hour and a half...oo fuN! woohoO! and he has put the fone down cauz he has to go to the bathroom..hmm interesting..haha...yeaa

well tomorrow is the gingerbread meet! and i <3 working t it! cauz its so exciting..lol..yea..i lvoe the little kids..cauz they have no idea wut they r doing! yea..neways...i ahev to get up early..so i am gonna get ready to go to bed!

c yas
xoxo
<3manda

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 05:08:37 GMT

hola every1..hmm
well i guess everything has been betetr this week...havnt had many breakdowns..many..ha..yea..im crazyy neways
saturday-swim meet..fun..i guess..jelousy took over..but it was still mad awsome! even though i did bad!

sunday- it was halloween! but of coruse i was at a swim meet..with some very kewl ppl/..and nick and peter dressed up in grl bathing suits..and yea it was sooo fuNNy..and then i did rele bad agaiN! but o welL!

monday-umm skool..whihc was uhh GREAT!! cauz i had no tests or quizes! and yea! woohoo..then swimming..i like misseed warmn up bc i was talking to janet about ym swimming..and all that stufferz..and yea..then the swimming paart was all blah..bc i was like drowning..and yea it was not pleasent

tuesday-skool..dentist..no cavities!! yahhoo! then i attempted to study? yea

wed-skool..went to the library to get sum books..then swimming..we did the test set..gahh..and ppl cheated...and i HATE cheaters!! cauz its not fair!! and yea!! cauz i beat these 2 grls..but they did 1 50 less than me!! they should have done another 50!! HOW not kewl!! o welL!..then i came home from swimminng quickly ate and went to the vanlentens!! to party it up with christine laura erin nd maryy! we wathced a relle sad movie..i forgot wut it is called but its with the 2 dogs and the cat..ya know that 1!! duhH!! then we wtched graduation video! and yea!! the end then mi madre picked me up..and now im here!!

jeeze my sister jsut got home!! she has not been home since 8 this morning!! SHE is a PArTyy animal!! and shes younger than me!! NO FAIR!! haha o well

well this weekend shall be exciting..this is the agenda for now:
thurs-mall w. ris nd beth..then OC TIME!!!
friday-NYC with my sister mom and nurnberger family
saturday- early mornin swimming then..1st dual meet..and court or katie is gonan drive me home!! how exciting!!..haha
sunday- gotta get up early again cauz im workin at the gingerbread meet..hells yes..i <3 those little 8 and under kids..i remeber wen i was that little..oh wut a life<33..haha
so yea this weekend shall be fun..wahoo..hmmff i havnt talked to ian crooker in a while..i should call him!!! yey!!!
yea welll im outtss
peace out
<3manda

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 14:27:57 GMT

i want things to be how they used to be i want 7th and 8th grade back...i relle do..i hate highschool..everything has changed

i hate it
i hate it
i hate it

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 23:26:35 GMT

(x) - you've done

(_) - you haven't done

(/) - kinda

(_) been drunk

(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex

(/) kissed a member of the same sex

(_) crashed a friend's car

(_) been to Japan

(x) ridden in a taxi

(_) been in love

(x) been dumped

(_) shoplifted

(_) been fired

(_) been in a fist fight

(x) snuck out of my parent's house

(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex

(_) ever dated someone of the same sex

(xxxxxxxxxxx) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

(_) been arrested

(_) made out with a stranger

(_) stole something from my job

(_) celebrated new years in time square

(_) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend

(x) a friend lied to me

(_) had a crush on a teacher

(_) been to Europe

(_) skipped school

(_) slept with a co-worker

( ) cut myself

(_) been married

(_) gotten divorced

(_) had children

(_) seen someone die

(_) been to Africa

(_) Slapped someone I loved

(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball

(_) Been to Canada

(_) Been to Mexico

(_) Been on a plane

(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show

(_) Thrown up in a bar

(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire

(x) Eaten Sushi

(_) Been snowboarding

(_) Met someone in person from the Internet

(_) Been moshing at a concerts

(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online

(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself

(_) been in an abusive relationship

(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant

(_) lost a child

(_) graduated college

(_) tried killing yourself

(_) taken painkillers

(_) had sex

(_) intentionally burned yourself

(_) wished someone dead

(_) wish someone dead right now

(x) admitted to making a big mistake

(x) been misunderstood

(x) told someone i hated them when i didn't

(x) told someone i loved them when i didn't

wow now thats wut i call an exciting life..o yes

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 22:59:42 GMT

holler yooo!!
wat be good int eh neighbor hood
well i havnt updated in a while
umm last week was skool and that stuff..
then on wedsday and swimming ian told us he was moving to boston and that he wouldnt be coaching us nemore..i was relle mad!!! cauz i finally started to like him and he started to like me and it took me a friggin year to get that relashionship..and now hes leaving so that means i have to go throught that whole process again with a new coach!! GRRRRRRRRRR!!! man i hate changes..i relle hate them...yea enough about that
and then my dads cousin died..so i missed skool on friday for the funeral
then i went to swimming..and it was a party there

then ummm i did nothing friday nite..and i had to wake up at 5:30am for that great saturday morning practice..wohoo..yea same as laways the whole crew went out to breakfast and we bought ian a going away present..and it was all good..and yea...

then ummm i came home did stuff talked to the fone with ian crooker..my favorite kid in the world..and yea..then it was HOMECOMING TIME!!!
it was so much fuN!!!
i went to sarahs house be4 and a bunch of other ppl were there..then the dance itself was fun! cauz i danced..i love dancing its so much fun..and i met many new ppl which was exciting
then after we went to the AB&G and yea it was a party there..and then umm yea got home at 12:45 and then i was on the fone with ian again until 2..o fun!

then sunday...yea i "tried" to study..but it didnt work out well..o well..then swimming came
it was relel sad cauz it was my last practice with ian coaching me..everr..i wanted to cry..but i didnt...,yea and it was team pictures..so like we were all there early..and i was relle hyper..i was was boucing around and taking pictures of every1...which was exciting!! then umm yea then me nd marisa gave ian the poem we made..actually marisa made it..but it is the best fucking poem in the whole world..ian was lauhging at us..and he was scared..cauz it was rather odd...yea this was it...

Ian our coach
you are very cool
but sometimes I wish
I could drown you in the pool
your eyes are blue, your hair is brown
And when someone trips you
You fall down
you shouldn’t move to Boston
Because everyone there is crazy
And also if you leave
We'll all get super lazy
You have too kids
And they're cooler than you
But no worries
Because they're small and I could squish them with a shoe
Well good luck with your new job
Don’t forget us
Because if u do I'll have you house burned down by the mob
(yes, we do have that type of connection)

From your two most psycho swimmers
Marisa and Amanda
Ian, you're an awesome coach, and Amanda Bonan and Marisa Ayvaliotis are going to miss you very much! WE LOVEYOU!!!!

haha its the greatest..and then we played water polo..i am so intense in that game..haha..i always went out of bounds tho..o well...and i scored a goal..hells yes!!!
yea then we all said our goodbyes to ian..yea it was sad..bethany was crying..aww..lol..yea..well umm that was it

then on monday was skool time..o yes..it was the same as usual..no exciting points in the day..jeeze i feel like 7th grade again wen i was all yey swimmingg<33333 and like imwas like ugh skool..that bc i havnt been ?"haning" out latley..cauz every1 buys..and wen they rnt busy..im busy..and it sucks..and i feel like i am getting drawn away from every1..and yea i dont like it..cauz i hate wen i am all SWIMMING<333 cauz its annoying..but that has been the highlight ofym highskool yrs so ffar..bc i hate highschool..i am doing so bad..and yea..grrr neways back to telling you about my day that im sure no1 is reading about neways
yea then swimming came..it was annoying we did 20 100's on 1:20..and i actually made them all..i was amazing that i could make that interval at practice..o yes...go me..haha..wooo..and yea...i talk alot this yr i noticed..i tlak alot more than last yr..thats bc im with all my friends..last yr i wasnt in the same lane..and yea..all that crap...o well...hmm i still like the same person...isnt that exciting..and he always flirts with sum1 else!! and it gets me mad..well no i get jelous..and yea it isnt good..so then i try to make myself notcieable..but in an annoying wayy..either by being relle loud or jsut stupid and obnoxious..o well!!!!!

ummm yea i love every1! cauz i love life! umm yea!! gOodbYEeEEE
peace out bitchhh
<3manda